WWMTS

WWMTS...the question that is constantly running through my head.  In other words, "What Would My Therapist Say?"  Anytime I feel a little conflicted about what is going on in my life, this is what I always come back to.  If you've read 50 Shades of Grey, I think of my therapist like Ana's inner-goddess.  Is she peering down her glasses at me?  Doing a little dance?  Relaxing on the beach?  


I'm still working on getting my heart and my head on the same page...ok, same book really.  Sometimes I feel like they are oil and water.  So when I can't quite figure out which to go with, I wonder what my therapist would say about the situation.  I'd like to say I always go with what I think would make her do a little dance, but sometimes I just have to go with my gut.  I know that if I were a little more confident with my decisions, I wouldn't question myself so often.  It's a tough pill to swallow.


I can give my friends advice all day long, but I can't follow it myself.  Easier said than done, I guess.  Such is life.  Maybe one day soon I'll be able to make a strong decision and stick with it.  I feel like I'm taking baby steps, which is better than nothing.  And I'm ok with that.  It's all a learning process, but I need to remember to do what makes ME happy.  Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that I want to put myself before everyone else, but I need to remember that my feelings are just as important as everyone else's.  I want my inner-goddess (and my therapist) relaxing on the beach with a frosty beverage because they are just as confident in my decisions as I am.